TRANSMISSION:

Who am I?
An island, an alien. I don't feel I belong to this time, but yet here I am.
I pray to at least with a slight glance see the beauty of the Golden Age that the Humankind is going to build one day.
Until that time there is darkness of history, which is still happening right now.

Why do I belong to this moment and this place?

As a daring and a weird answer to this,
here comes the core thing that makes my own yet-to-be-formulated philosophy.

Something happens,
Because there was no way this thing wouldn't happen.
This event was in the fabric of the World forever.
Knowing this gives such a different perspective to literally everything!

Every insignificant, microscopic event
Is a part of the universal dynamic system, unimaginable in its complexity. We, simple souls, call it "the World".

Thus, I belong to this moment and this place
Because it was meant so from the Very Beginning.
Which leaves me with just more questions to ask, as usual.
Our every small step, any tought, any movement is already a part of this ready to unfold World.
Nobody knows what will happen, but what will happen was already contained in any moment before it.
The moment in past which was countless millenia ago leaded directly to you reading these words from your screen.

Another thing that comes from this thought -
There is no chance things were different. Such is the nature of this reality if I grasped it correctly.
Possibilities are just a properties of processes that will lead to some result.
The results of such processes when yielded were already contained in the fabric of the world, and were just unveiled when the World reached this exact moment.

TRANSMISSION END

Also you can read my dream diary excerpt:

No, you can not. Not anymore.